I didn’t realize this until maybe a year ago, I’m in my mid twenties right now. When I was younger, about the age of 6, I’d wake up on the weekends at 6 in the morning. To watch my cartoons and kid shows that they had on. One of these Saturdays I woke earlier than usual. I sneaked downstairs to the living room. I’d usually have 3 or 4 hours till the rest of the family woke up. In the living room, on the glass table, my parents had a fill cigar box. It was there for display. I grabbed one, went outside and smoked it. I did this every Saturday until the cigar box was finished. Yes I was a bad boy from early on. But this particular Saturday, after I’d finished smoking, I went back inside to a very tall cabinet. I grabbed a chair so I could reach the top of it. Usually there was some money there, that I would take and use to buy candy with my friends. (Once I grabbed a $500 bill, not knowing how much it was, except a lot, that time I did get in trouble). But this time I found a porno, I couldn’t believe it. Quickly I inserted it into the VHS and watched the porn with the sound very low. I had no idea what I was watching, but I remember being in awe of it, very intrigued. It made me extremely horny, without knowing what being horny was. Shallow breaths, faster heart beat, feeling a warmth in my crotch area. What I realized a year ago, is that this porno that I saw, I only watched one scene, well I only remember one vividly. It influenced the way I have sex today and what type of women I like and usually go for.

The scene was about a tall (6’0) blond woman in her work suit, which was a skirt and red jacket with red high heels matching. She has sexy long legs and beautiful curves to match. She was getting off work and exits an Elevator into the Garage. The garage is empty as she walks to her car. All you hear are her heels echoing on the floor. CLICK CLICK CLICK. She reaches her car and puts the keys in her truck to open it. Before she does a guy walks up behind her and grabs her. The woman is surprised and let’s out a muffled scream as he covers her mouth. The man gropes her and as he does this the Lady begins to moan. As she moans she’s telling him no and to stop. He removes his hand from her mouth and she begins to moan more loudly as his hand slides between her legs up his skirt. She’s still resisting him, but gradually gives into her pleasures. He rips off her underwear and bends her over, pushing her back with his hand. She puts her hands on the trunk and her face rests on it as well. He then removes his pants and proceeds to fuck her hard. At some point  he fucks her onto the trunk so hard her legs and heels are up in the air beside him as he holds her arms. She screams until she cums. 

I LOVE women that wear sexy heels, it kills me. Also I LOVE taller women, over six feet with long sexy legs. An ASS is definitely needed though. Boobs are minimal. Nice but not as important. Also my history shows I’ve gone out with more blonds than any other type of woman.

Also I enjoy/love having sex with a woman when she keeps her heels on and has a skirt on that I can just slide up and/or hold onto when I bend her over. Also I love it when a girl puts up a fight, resists, tells me no, tells me to stop, tries to push me off her. Turns me on to see her resist, because even though it’s my physically, she’s also resisting her own urges and pleasures. She’s trying not to give in, but slowly succumbs to it. At that moment I am her pleasure, I’m inside of her.

That scene was branded into my subconscious. Now it is what drives me crazy, pleasuring a woman, having her go to war with her pleasures. Me not pleasuring her as me, but as being an extension of the woman’s inner pleasures.